I know that if i have passion for something, i will strive for the best. missing the time at MRSM when i gave all out for my studies.. being a good student, good muslimah, good friend.. and the result turned out excellent! And i don’t have to compete with others that time because everyone has the same opportunity..

But now, i am lack of passion for my job.. i know that i can do it.. it’s just something is distracting my mind and makes me lazy as a cat.. there are so many people trying to show their good sides and capabilities but i don’t even bother to compete.. something is not right.. I need to be brainwashed I supposed..